Thursday, January 22, 2009

Life... so far [Part 1]

Life. Weird and wonderful isn't it? Time's running so fast. Last month I turn 23 years old and this month already a new year. When I recall back what happen last year, to be honest not many thing has change since 2 years ago. Only one major thing that changing in my life, that is I'm become a student again. But I have no regret. Although I'm just too old to continue my degree. Most of my friends in my age are already graduate with their degree, find a job and start their new life.

Sometimes I regret wasting my life for two years. Maybe I just too ego or too confidence that time. Its started back at 2006 when i just finish my Diploma at one of U's in Shah Alam. I decided not to continue my degree but going back to Kuching and looking for a job. I thought with that Diploma I can guaranteed a job but life is not like what we watch on tv or written in a book. For 2 years i have struggle. Not that i cannot find a job. I have a job but its hard to find a better one. Salary 'cukup cukup makan". How will I survive? Now maybe ok but what about the future?

Back in Mei 2008, I got interview with government. I hope if I accept for the post, it will end my struggle. But unfortunately I'm fail. It still fine for me. In June, I was called up for interview again. This time by one of a establish corporate company in Kuching. Everything was going fine until the end she (the interviewer) said that I'm not qualified for the job. Why? Because I only have a Diploma. Before I go, she gave me some advice, "Sam, you got a very good spm result, your diploma pointer also not bad, why don't you continue your study?". "Nowadays, diploma are useless". "You still young... bla bla bla (kena ceramah aku)".

I feel so insulted but then, it give me new spirit, a new hope. Yes! I want to continue my study. So I call my dad, "Pa, i want to continue study". "Up to you". my dad reply. So I resign my job on immediate effect and now, I'm at one of the private university college in Kuala Lumpur... continued

Friday, January 9, 2009

New Year Resolution

Hope not to late to wish HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009.
2009 year of OX. Well i'm born in year of Ox. Tahun lembu kata orang. Patut la otak aku tok lembab jak %$#$@! [Talk nonsense]
Hopefully this year bring more joy & happiness to me

Anyway... this is my wish list for this year
1. Get a car license. (My dad buy me a car for my 23rd birthday)
2. Be confident... in everything I do
3. More sports, exercise. Maintain my body fitnese
4. Kurangkan makan... uhh this is the hardest part
5. Rajin. Do assignment lah
6. Improve my English.. & Mandarin
7. Win 4D number hahaha
8. Get a girlfriend maybe. No more teman tapi mesra
9.